hey there... have you ever think how hurt is it when someone call you ugly or called you names. i do. it really hurt my feeling. i just laugh when they do that. but deep inside me is very hurt. yes maybe my body not as sexy as Paul Walker, my eyes not as beautiful as Brad Pitts, My butt not sexy as Ricky maritin , I'm not as smart or inteligence as bill gates, or I'm not as rich as Donald trump.. but i still have something inside me that nobody have. there are only one me in this stupid world. whats wrong with all those people i just really don't understand... I am me.. and I try to be a better person.....
don't you ever dare to do anything that makes me sick and tired of what you were doin.. I sick and tired of all those people who ack smart and who think that they are always right.. I just hate them and wish them to go to hell.. well yeah hell is a better place for them. friendship my ass... i wish i have that in my life.. i only have few best friends in my life. the rest are a piece of crap that just do bullshit and pretent to like me. there are 100 people like me and there are also 1000 people who hates me.. just deal with it hoe... fuck You all..
heheheh.. friends.. everybody have one i guess.. well i do have two... i have many friends in my life.. well people see that i'm "pupular" and knwo evryone.. yes they are my friends... but hey to find a best friends taht you can rely on is pretty hard you know that./... its hard for me to trsut people in certain way. i have trauma with people aronds me.. or youc an say with friendship.. sometimes they just full of biullshit......
have you ever get sick and tired of those people who think that tehy are perfect and think that they are more tahn anybody?? well I do.. alot of peepz around me.. think that they are better than anyone, hotter than anyone... ... well I hate them.. I knwo they're hot but don't use it that way.. and some peepz talk crap about other or their self without think what is the problem and thhink about that persons feeling.. geeze.. don't be sucka biatch or Jerk you dumb fuck... I really hate that kind of shits.. I really do.. so peepz I hope you understand the situation and please be cool ok...
You know I met this hottie down at my school lobby. lets say that name as ashley. i met as down at the lobby a couple weeks ago. i don't knwo I think i fall for whom. ashley looks so hot at that day with the nice blue colour shirts with sripes on it. well everytime i met ashley i feel weak and my heart beat faster and faster. until one day. I met ash down at the lobby again. i think it was 3 days ago. i met ash down there, ash was reading a news paper. then i though he was finish. i was met sophia one of friends and she live in finland. so i come to ash and ask ash ," are you the new student from finland?" and ash look at me in a weird way and said ," I'm from france." I was so imbarred that time. and suddenly i reflect my hand and siad." I'm kevin By the way. and you are ?" now ash gave me more weird look. and take my hand and say name which is I didn't heard and I don't knwo cause it's sound so french and ash french accent make it worse." then I just left and lough at my self i just wannt to scream it out loud hahhaha... and makes me streesss and want to kick ash asss. when ash checkin out others with those dirty and nasty look.. geeze.e. I feel so jealous.. hahahahahahahhaha
oh my gosh.. I just can't believe it.. When you walk on the street or even your own campus. And then you suddently met some hottie.. What you gonna do?? Well me and myself.. I always freak out, nervous, happy, and every feeling get blend together. I want to know them but I'm to scared to talk and ask.. I'm too scared to take the risk... I really do.. I'm scared the hottie will think different and far from what I expected. i just want to be their friends or maybe later can be more..Oh yeah... I wish I'm in New York, London, or you named all those big city. where metropolitan and op[en minded people live . for example you met someone on the bookstores, elevators,malls, anywhere evens a public toilets you can find someone for lover or friends. Just a little bit chit chat and suddently you hit each other right away I wish its' that easy to be like that,.. Life while be more simpler to me... Oh gosh.. I wish I can know all the hotties before they go somewhere... what should i do.????
have you ever meet someone that think that they are hot or think that you're not so his or her type?? well I have.. and many times.. I met this hottie..well I can say that person is kinda hot.. I introduce myself and that person too.. well we come from the some country and thats the only thing that makes us the same hehhehe.. but hey the next day I met that persons. he blew me off and really makes me sick of him/her. I say hi and greet him. he jsut answers like he don't wanna answer... isn't sucks... I just want to come infront of his face and shout at him/her... oohh..gosh...I hate that so much....
have you ever meet someone that think that they are hot or think that you're not so his or her type?? well I have.. and many times.. I met this hottie..well I can say that person is kinda hot.. I introduce myself and that person too.. well we come from the some country and thats the only thing that makes us the same hehhehe.. but hey the next day I met that persons. he blew me off and really makes me sick of him/her. I say hi and greet him. he jsut answers like he don't wanna answer... isn't sucks... I just want to come infront of his face and shout at him/her... oohh..gosh...I hate that so much....
well here's the things.. I have so many people that I get crush on.. well at least I attracted to them phychically or else. heheh.. have you ever met someone and when you see him or her your heart beating faster and faster you feel so nervous, you plan to say something but it end up only saying "Hello, Good Moring !" oh my gosh I hate when thats happen to me... I really fall for that person... I need to behave in front of that person hehhe.. well I wish I can behave... but I always try to be myself .. well I love me...
well I don't know what you think.. but this is kind of strange to me. have you ever fall to a person that has same name with your ex or your ex crush or even your crush...I do.. well many times... there are plenty of name that is comment for me.. like Jessica, steven, Peter, michael, Ashley, Carly and many other name heh... included my name Kevin ... so I just feel so funny when I met the person that I like and that person has the same name as someone that already have history in your life heheheh...

